It’s been a long two months firstly because of Corona Virus and secondly because I have been laid off from my fourth job for underperformance. The company has once again thought that I do not know how to work and have not asked me what I think on the matter. I guess that says something about the company. Anyway, I think that I am incapable to suck dicks. I have tried to be about all that but it didn’t work in my favour, gutwise.
Th dictionary says that “gutwise” is not a word but I disagree. I think gutwise is a word and if it isn’t, it should be. It should include everything my gut prefers. Right now my gut prefers openness, space and a forum to express my voice. I do not know for sure if this will survive the tides of time, you know, but I am hoping that it does.
The rant about the company: I was hired for admission counselling stint with one of the ed-tech startups. They advertised that they have ample money for someone with diligence for work. I thought, I fit that description, shenanigans aside, and I joined them. Today I am grappling for the pending dues from the company two months after my dismissal. The brand ambassador for them is our favourite actor Vicky Kaushal.
As far as the roles and responsibilities go, It was pretty clear cut from the EOI but not as much when discussed with the management. The processes were close to none and basically the whole sham is for dick comparison only. Or for the alternative seekers, length of The Man’s moustache.
The issue is long and is as hard to articulate as it is to comprehend because frankly, it doesn’t make sense. Sure, a lot of things do not make sense doesn’t mean they aren’t there. I agree with it to quite an extent but I wasn’t working with ghosts, superstitions and spirits.
The inaugural commitment is fulfilled. I shall resume when I’ll feel fit to dwell on this ugly a past some more.
thouwriter 