Its been created difficult, the routine just because it’s not easy. It’s hard and especially the scenario where we live, it’s not common knowledge for those who matter. It shatters too, every other day, months of week and years but that doesn’t change anything. The change in the perceived outlook of a group can only be influenced by a select few and the moment someone…..what can be done. Its been said a 100 times, it’s going to be said a 100 times more! It’s nothing new, though the world is trying to change every moment and we can either keep looking for it in everything around us or we can keep loking at the still, the stagnant. I’ve seen/observed the change for too long to know that it doesn’t doesn’t separate where it should but it does try. And, trying is everything. In any situation, problem difficulty big or small, what’s worth it?
Trying just one more time, I’ve taken some rest, I’ve felt sad and depressed about my state of being because of the job/career aspect of myself, I’ve been bossed around here and there too and for too long and as much as anyone says, leaders and bosses both exists, one more than other I’ve lost the distinction now or maybe it’s blurry!
Everything I’ve written about, everything I’ve thought of, every weird thought I’ve had has told me just one thing, I can keep doing what I’m doing and it’s good to condition my brain after such an incident or two but I’m also tired now! Too bloody tired to be fighting with myself about the things that doesn’t matter. The bossing around doesn’t matter but it’s too evident, the big and small doesn’t matter but it’s too evident, the help support openness about oneself on the other hand isn’t much appreciated but is supressed for some reason unidentified.
The ones who’ve been gunuinely open about themselves and have had an opinion had to face fire consequences for their voice in the past and it’s going to change now. The outlook towards the future should’ve been filled with optimism, happiness, courage in the face of adversity, loving behaviour for obe another, instead its filled with decriminalising one another with saturated consequences to the effects we all know. Even for the tiniest bit of courage, kindness, happiness, hope, optimism, love value, respect the decriminalisation becomes too extreme especially when someone like me or you aren’t conforming to the rules set in your locality to put it succintly. I’m sad and depressed, irritated and filled with deep routed agitation at the state I’m currently in either because of the disease and family wide cough and cold or because I’m unemployed and the outlook hasn’t been pretty from past many months now just because the person next to me can’t say anything for sure. That I think is the general opinion in masses, we’re not sure!
The takers hide behind the influence and the givers sleep roofless.
thouwriter 