Hearing an actor and the hot interviewer talk about the deciding a direction and walking 7 miles a day to some very necessary and important place, I am assured that gods are rememebred in bad times by most and good times are spent with those who make you feel good. There are hardly many who go to god or talk lovingly, with a smiling face even when they are carrying the world on their shoulders. That can be the feeling when you have too many options to choose from and you know all of them will take you to the goal you’ve set for yourself in an ideal world. That’s kinda the point, is it not!
To have a goal and work towards achieving it under any circumstances. That was how I started writing in peace when I started this thing but one thing led to another and things got derailed, pretty quickly over the past few months anyway. This time that I am thinking of writing again and now in front of everyone because who cares, I have my parents by my side and friends to go to whenever I need them. I don’t really have to worry about what’s how and when, the best of them can’t do much about any of this. The worst in any situation is evaported once you disarm the opponent. The worst here is going to be copying and that’s going to be best. Anyway, so as I was saying the aim, the goal and the driving force as I was calling it some time ago isn’t missing, its just a little blurry. Its also taking place every passing day, the more days pass and the more I think about it, its getting clearer and clearer. There are currently two three options I have to think about, the first one is taking tuitions and all of them are viable options. All of them, each and every one of them. As I was thinking a moment ago, a well read person can become a great farmer. Its been 7 months since I have enetered a workplace but more importantly a place outside home where I get money to do chores for others, in essence. The negotiation for money and and the interviews around the said transaction is something I’m hesitant in as should be! That’s also why the bigger institutions around the world conduct multiple interviews and discussions. All that aside, I need to focus on action and the best way to do it is to clear your brain.
1. Tuitions
2. Job Search
3. Physical Activity
4. Proper Nutrition
Tuitions: I had to make a plist for the topics I must cover in order for students to pass the exam. I’ve partially prepared the list and I have three days to complete. J is old.
Job Search: I’ve applied and have bee applying for jobs each day from past 6-7 months on all well-known job portals. None of them have come back with any communication.
Physical Activity: I’ve been playing volleyball from past 1 week or so but have taken around 3-4 days gap in Saturday’s and today again. It was mostly because the loudness on the streets sometimes interferes with my intensity to wake up at the exact same time. Nonetheless, its what it can be made into.
Proper nutrition: I’m on homely meals for as long as I can remember and I have grasped the urge to eat from outside too. I hardly ever eat outside but writing this I feel like I should get a pizza with thin and crispy crust and a lot of vegitable toppings, less cheese.
The emails are filled with spam and the stomachs are filled with gas and shit. Its universal, nothing new there, for anyone.
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